have faith in yourself and NEVER stop believing in miracles (:

9.8.06

Only managed to watch half of the national day parade's live telecast n tis is the last parade held at the national stadium which has been unchanged since the 1970's... tis yr so funny, they jogged in... maybe they wanted to save time? lolx... still prefer watching ppl donning uniform matching rather than jogging... the navy uniform looks super cool, white from head to toe...

Just now one of my squadmate for cibtc gave me this url for our batch video which is on youtube, lol... kinda showing more of the may residential course's video (we have 2 residential course - may n june)... dun ask me where am i cos i seriously have no idea.. everyone looks identical wif the same hairstyle n attire... i can only spot myself once, lolx... in the squad photo of the "pioneering project" section... can spot huda, zm n eddie too...
J05 video

Watching tt video revived tt sense of fear n uncertainty i felt before the course... tt sense of insecurity is sooo scary... i've never felt anything like tt before... actually it was more of a mental thing... i was totally unprepared for it... if i had been more optimistic i would have had a better time n made real friends... 1 thing tt's gd is u made real friends thru hardships like this bt i let the opportunity slipped... bt i wun regret or anything... it might be hard to believe bt i have tis inferior complex when surrounded by ppl who "speak funny", comes from some xyz sch n are sooo enthu it makes me wonder if they are always like tt...

Don't feel like blogging already... butterflies in my stomach =S feeling bad today...

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