27.5.06

Hmmm... we tend to take for granted and not treasure things we have until we've lost it... I didn't know i was experiencing peace for such a long, long time until i lost it... I didn't knew it was so peaceful until the day that peace was gone... Seems like a lot of problems are popping up or maybe they're just foreseen problems which won't be a problem... But wadeva, it just makes me vexed n uneasy to face them n think about them...

Just feel so stuck and everything. I think i'm an escapist and i like it this way. I like to have an alternative environment which won't really create any troubled thoughts in me, like a totally different environment yet i hate being in a new environment with strangers... I think i know the root of the problem, it lies in my thoughts and it's hard to change my thoughts... But since i've figured this out i'm feeling a bit better i guess...

Argh, bad news early in the morning... omg i thought i've already have nth to do wif ext cca bt the news arrived this morning (-.-") wadeva... just treat it as a chance to know more ppl?

Anyway today is friday the last day of school for this term =) so glad holidays are finally here... school is suffocating me though this holiday ain't any better... Went to library to borrow book and that crazy li min already finished one of the books (-.-") she read damn fast... Her reading speed is like 2X or 3X of mine... After that we went walking around and then have dinner at pizza place!!! yeah!!! finally can go there again =) had 3-cheese n hawaiian cos kaili n me half-half... then bought my shoes already, so troublesome (-.-") should have just worn my sport shoes and go but since it's $10+ so okay lor...

Oh man, so many things have been happening i barely have time to catch up... I guess i need retail therapy!!! It'll make me happier i guess, haha... anyway happy holidays ppl!

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00:02

22.5.06

hmmm... suddenly just so happy and excited about the coming holidays, lolx... gonna play n study :) study of cos more lar... since the mid-yr exam falls on 3rd week of june zzzz.... bt still very excited abt holidays, hahaha... so thrilled over the idea of late nights and waking up late =D

die man... i'm addicted, lolx... addicted to watching da chang jin... keep watching n watching n watching, omg... then i keep thinking abt the show... omg... i wish holidays faster come then i faster watch finish then won't think abt it anymore and concentrate on my work! wasted my sat tot still gt sun to finish work bt i spent the whole day playin n watching da chang jin n dun have to motivation to complete my homework =S

oh man... studies is boring me... nv hated studying as much as now... the subject is just so dry, complicated and uninteresting... even chemistry n biology... esp. biology it's super uninteresting!

but... there's another kayaking "trip", 10km this time... even more hiong than last time, bt i've gt a hunch we gonna kayak more than just 10km... oh wadeva... it's gonna be fun!!! n i'm going to turn black too, lol...

i jus can't find the strength to do certain things... nor find the capacity to tolerate others... hopefully things will get better, hopefully... sometimes ppl jus remind u things u dun wan to remember... or even things u wan to forget bt they just do... maybe some things just cannot be forgotten bt can be put aside n miraculously... u'll start to forget fragments of it, n soon part of it n maybe one day completely?

oh wadeva... does anyone know the cure to such addiction??? i need the antidote!!! lolx...

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22:36

20.5.06

Da Vinci Code is nice!!! i love the ending =) ytd morning some of us went to watch da vinci code after tt we rush down to sch to take the bus to ntu... luckily reach ntu have air-con already... otherwise i'll have a bad flu for the rest of the day...

then we have to do some stuff like fold the program sheet n paste stubborn labels (which doesn't stick) on chairs... wad is irritating is ppl ignore the label n sat at our seats lar... we already so poor thing kena isolated by ourselves then sit at our place somemore! worse thing is someone spotted a teacher peeling off the usher label and then sit at tt place (-.-")

during the interval i have to guard the door, zzz... then the rest having fun with mr ng outside... he looks better nw, the last time we saw him he looks like he's one of the members of beatles? lolx... n heard he did sth to dewi n clement, lol!!! so fun to joke around with him cos he can take suaning after suaning us for 1 year, lolx..

thankfully after the interval li min, dewi n me got to sit together and the guys came over to join us.. so fun lar.. the concert was rather high with the teachers' performance... bt the aftermath of the concert sucks... we have to pick up rubbish (-.-") n there were quite a lot of rubbish... even in the staff block...

rushed up n down to grab our bags and change into our slippers then rushed to the backstage to the bus... wa madness, keep rushing... when we rush to the backstage we have to like run down this flight of stairs, somehow it resembles the comtemporary dance item, only without the kicking of legs and the flair skirt, lolx...

wad a busy day... zzz... damn tired after the event... left house at 10+am n came back at like 11pm? hahahaha... luckily we only have to wear the damn shoes for 5 hours+... that's all abt talentime =)

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09:34

18.5.06

Yeah another 4-day week, hahaha... But then... tml is Talentime and our class chosen to be ushers (-.-") so our "working hours" is longer than school hours zzzzz... from 2.30pm to 9++++pm, so pathetic!

Today is rather normal day, lolx.. Just that DM say some weird things in maths class, didn't really get him until we attended maths lecture... the test was a killer! lolx... he was consoling us even before the test la! totally eradicated the lecture group, lol... wonder if there are any survivors, hahaha...

During bio lesson, someone damn lucky! escaped death twice! stupid pinny stop calling me fat! i'm even used as a scale for the average hor! one word short of perfect only, hahahaha... better shut up or i'll dump ur bag into the girls' toilet again + film down the WHOLE process n bluetooth to everyone in the hall during civics!!! den u'll be as famous as whoever got famous through phone videos, hahaha...

Sian pc cancelled nobody tell us... bt anyway we spent like an hour at the pe porch even after being told lessons is cancelled cos we have our own pc - catching, hahaha...

Tml talentime, quite troublesome, need wear until very formal (-.-") sian, hate court shoes... Guess the purpose of this entry is for me to whine and complain, hahaha... tata, shall update on sat abt talentime :) or maybe ltr.... =P

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22:55

14.5.06

whee... went for mothers' day shopping spree today, lolx... actually it's jus shopping bt turn out to be shopping spree n it so happens that today is mothers' day... speaking of that, i actually didn't get anything for her =S or wished her either, hahaha...

went to my cousin's house in the morning... felt so happy when she woke up and got carried out of the room... i tot she could walk bt she sitting on same spot, lolx... lazy... my aunt says she can walk bt she's scared... when her brother put her down, she's like rocking back n forth slightly n trying to maintain her balance...

anyway we went out together n we spent nearly $200 at John Little, hahaha... my mum and i bought $180 worth of stuff, pro... after tt, bought a white long sleeve shirt at dano n then went to mac cos my cousins complaining they're hungry... i'm only starting to feel hungry nw(11 pm), lol... madness, n my last meal was at 2pm, ate although i wasn't hungry...

after JP, went to clementi to shop, hahaha... i very gd lor, help her keep look-out where got her clothes then patiently walk around with her n give comments, lolx... then i bought a pair of slippers =) clementi having "pasar malam" so we walk around n she spotted a toy n bought it for my baby cousin, lolx... must admit it's quite cute... den she stopped at a stall selling accessory so i look oso, she wanted to buy a chain then i feel tt it's nt worth buying a simple chain for $10 so i chose a necklace n replaced the chain, hahaha... bought a crown necklace =) i guess this must be like the 3rd or 4th necklace i bought although i have 10 over cos most of them are gifts and presents... n i hardly wear so i hardly look at necklace, let alone buy them, lolx...

must have spent quite a lot today, so i think no more nearby shopping spree till june? hahaha, cos great singapore sales coming, hahaha... cannot give it a miss, lol... alrite tt's all for today =)

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22:42

13.5.06

Revisited my old blog at diary-x cos i wanted to check on an old entry but realise diary-x undergoing major revamp (-.-") Should have imported the entries over or saved them... Or maybe it's just as well. There's a lot of memories there and stuff being recorded, now it's gone then let it be ba... Some things should be gone like that as well...

Hmm.. rotted at home for 2 days, getting bored!!! Someone pls save me, hahaha... i wanna watch "take the lead" budden i tink nt showing anymore... zzz... if i know jiaxin wanted to watch should've asked her earlier, lolx... She seem like a violent busy bee, lolx...

So sian rotting at home... Hmm... sometimes really find that i don't know my elder brother at all.. We're totally different, except maybe our hot temper and stubborn nature. But he's really immature lah, make me seem like the elder sis instead (-.-") His gang of friends seem like the older version gangsters and those kind of bad peer influence. And the "best" part is he's still unemployed.. kao.. brainless ass, so old liao still dunno how to tink... he already 24, expect my mum to feed him till he die meh? even if he want to remain single he should at least work, save up and pay for his own bills and if he's capable enough give some to my mum...

Fortunately i've almost finished all my homework and studying... Giving me the license to rot XD

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18:15

11.5.06

Nowadays my updates getting less frequent, too busy with schoolwork =S there's forever this pile of undiminished homework, it keeps increasing and never seem to decrease. Reminds me of a riddle: "What gets bigger the more you take it away?" a hole. lolx...

Got flu-bugged thanks to NTU auditorium! When we got there the aircon wasn't on and my dust-alert nose detected every particle of dust (-.-") so stuffy... perfect condition for the flu virus to invade my nose and take over... That's when i started to use up every single packet of tissue the girls possess, lolx...

Continued episode... when all the girls went to the ladies', pin hao went to hide my bag. But the loserish tofu forgot to guard his bag... oops i mean left his bag to a heck-care grp of friends, hahaha... i just walked over take his bag n walk away, nobody stopped me, so much for their i-tried-to-stop-them lies, lol... anyway i just threw his bag around, hahaha... cos wanna pass to other ppl, lolx... den i fed up just open the auditorium door n throw it at one corner n went back in... Exchanged back my bag safely...

The talentime concert started n at some pt of time suddenly all the guys disappeared. We went back to the seats to take our bags just to see an empty row. Our bags were hidden scattered around but we recovered all our bags back. They still haven't learnt their lessons, lolx... We took all the guys' bags (except those who were there) and hide them all over the auditorium, hahaha... evil... they couldn't find their bags for a while and in the end we went to get back wen tian's bag but tony's bag was still missing, lolx... seems like someone put his bag beside a teacher's so nobody bothered to check tt seat, lolx... quite smart actually...

Anyway today during GP lesson, someone just made a public confession, lolx... let's nt name them la, make it more secretive... let's just call them guy C n girl D la... (guy A n girl B too boring... C n D sounds more fun =)) i was sitting in between 2 air-cons so it's very cold and since i haven't recovered from my flu yet i don't want it to worsen. So girl D n i signalled to each other cos there's an empty table beside her (far away from the aircon). Just as i was about to move over guy C just placed his bag on the table. (-.-")

Cos i really didn't want the aircon i went over and place guy C's bag on my original seat and when he came back, he was shocked to find me there and he exclaimed "WHY?!?!?!" The whole class turned over - it was that loud, lolx.. Everyone got stunned for a few seconds and burst out laughing and started to suan guy C n girl D, lolx...

Then teacher wan use OHP ask us girls to shift down the row... dots... i shift here just to shift back (-.-") somehow i'm beside girl D n guy C in between her n another person... den she have this plan to make me sit beside guy C, hahaha bt since she alerted me i will do sth, hahaha... when we started to shift she quickly dump her bag on the chair n her things on the table, i dump my things on the same table n dump her bag two chairs away and grabbed my stuff n quickly went to sit down, lolx... of cos she have to take her bag first then can sit bt it was too late already =P ta-da, happy ending, guy C gets to sit beside girl D... everyone should have seen that smile beaming on his face, lolx... more "blessings" was showered upon guy C n girl D, lolx...

nowadays the loser stone n piao piao rumour is out.. the in thing is guy C n girl D who is first on the list of hot news... closely followed by first runner-up the "shuai ge" n "mei nu" couple, hahaha... watch out for the "pai hang bang" but my predictions are guy C n girl D's first placing is quite secure... the news wun die out so fast =P unless the "shuai ge" n "mei nu" team catches up, lolx...

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21:30

7.5.06

Think this must be tofu's nightmare, hahaha, i'm gonna type out his malu moments!! lolx... after maths tutorial we stayed in class n tt tofu provoked me so i took his bag n ran to the nearest girls' toilet, lolx... n i dump it in the first floor girls' toilet n went back up to the class, haha... my bag is still safe =) cos gt li min, hahaha... tofu literally gt pulled by her i tink... lolx...no idea wad went on in the class... this is the 2nd time his bag ended up in a girls' toilet, lolx...

After all the fun, lolx, we did our work at the concourse and went for lunch at kfc =) growing fat, lolx... After lunch we walked around a bit and bought hair bands again, lolx... this time even cheaper than the last time 6 for $1, lolx...

Went home to change n dump my heavy bag then rush down to JP to meet jiaxin!! see i rushed down leh.. honoured a not? lolx... cos she wanna find her shoes n it's hard... cos she gt a lot of expectations n nt onli tt, she has very very small feet (-.-") size 3 for a 156?... usually dun have her size or the shoe need to put padding then she can wear, lolx..

we walked around casually after we gave up looking for her shoes n went kopitiam to eat ketchup, lolx.. actually is eat n catch up bt the way she say it sounds like eat ketchup... we talked abt a lot of nonsense, hahaha... anything n everything while i stare at her eat, lolx... i ate lunch alr remember!

after dinner we walk a bit more n went to the new library cos she nv go in before, haha... anyway went to look for some recipe ingredients for her project... girl dun forget to return the book - 26th may...

anyway ytd (sat) was boring nth much to blog abt... today oso... just went out to study... looking fwd to next week, lolx... so short la... monday dismiss at 11, tuesday timetable exchange with friday's so abt 11 dismiss oso, wednesday 2 dismiss, thurs 3.30/5 n fri is a holiday!! lolx.. so damn fun... long weekends again =) should have more of it...

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