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22.5.06

hmmm... suddenly just so happy and excited about the coming holidays, lolx... gonna play n study :) study of cos more lar... since the mid-yr exam falls on 3rd week of june zzzz.... bt still very excited abt holidays, hahaha... so thrilled over the idea of late nights and waking up late =D

die man... i'm addicted, lolx... addicted to watching da chang jin... keep watching n watching n watching, omg... then i keep thinking abt the show... omg... i wish holidays faster come then i faster watch finish then won't think abt it anymore and concentrate on my work! wasted my sat tot still gt sun to finish work bt i spent the whole day playin n watching da chang jin n dun have to motivation to complete my homework =S

oh man... studies is boring me... nv hated studying as much as now... the subject is just so dry, complicated and uninteresting... even chemistry n biology... esp. biology it's super uninteresting!

but... there's another kayaking "trip", 10km this time... even more hiong than last time, bt i've gt a hunch we gonna kayak more than just 10km... oh wadeva... it's gonna be fun!!! n i'm going to turn black too, lol...

i jus can't find the strength to do certain things... nor find the capacity to tolerate others... hopefully things will get better, hopefully... sometimes ppl jus remind u things u dun wan to remember... or even things u wan to forget bt they just do... maybe some things just cannot be forgotten bt can be put aside n miraculously... u'll start to forget fragments of it, n soon part of it n maybe one day completely?

oh wadeva... does anyone know the cure to such addiction??? i need the antidote!!! lolx...

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