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27.5.06

Hmmm... we tend to take for granted and not treasure things we have until we've lost it... I didn't know i was experiencing peace for such a long, long time until i lost it... I didn't knew it was so peaceful until the day that peace was gone... Seems like a lot of problems are popping up or maybe they're just foreseen problems which won't be a problem... But wadeva, it just makes me vexed n uneasy to face them n think about them...

Just feel so stuck and everything. I think i'm an escapist and i like it this way. I like to have an alternative environment which won't really create any troubled thoughts in me, like a totally different environment yet i hate being in a new environment with strangers... I think i know the root of the problem, it lies in my thoughts and it's hard to change my thoughts... But since i've figured this out i'm feeling a bit better i guess...

Argh, bad news early in the morning... omg i thought i've already have nth to do wif ext cca bt the news arrived this morning (-.-") wadeva... just treat it as a chance to know more ppl?

Anyway today is friday the last day of school for this term =) so glad holidays are finally here... school is suffocating me though this holiday ain't any better... Went to library to borrow book and that crazy li min already finished one of the books (-.-") she read damn fast... Her reading speed is like 2X or 3X of mine... After that we went walking around and then have dinner at pizza place!!! yeah!!! finally can go there again =) had 3-cheese n hawaiian cos kaili n me half-half... then bought my shoes already, so troublesome (-.-") should have just worn my sport shoes and go but since it's $10+ so okay lor...

Oh man, so many things have been happening i barely have time to catch up... I guess i need retail therapy!!! It'll make me happier i guess, haha... anyway happy holidays ppl!

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