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12.4.06

Feeling kinda lousy and down lately. Totally moodless and no appetite to eat even when i'm hungry. I wonder why i feel like this, maybe lacking some vitamins that gives you vibrancy and zest, that's if the vitamin even exist in the first place.

Haiz, maths ODE class test didn't really study, flunked it man! Chem studied like crazy gonna flunk it too! omg... i'm already trying very hard why still like that? Am i too stressed? But i dun feel stress... At least i dun think i feel stressed... sigh...

Went back for NP today, last activity before their exam break and we didn't even know of this, haha. What great teachers we have man. Wait till none of us go back cos "we didn't exactly know when got activity"... Dunno what to make of the unit. There are some dedicated seniors who came back after POP and it's heartening to see their return but there are some ppl who simply don't deserve their posts because of their lack of commitment. It's okay if you didn't have the qualities - nobody's born a leader but at least have the passion or commitment? if u adopt the bochap attitude, i rather you dun turn up at all. It stinks to see hypocrites everywhere.

Quite sickening to see ppl repeating the same mistakes even after being told many times. Feeling quite irritated too, just hope that i won't explode someday =S hopes nobody come and provoke me - even if it's indirectly...

Sometimes life is really unfair. You work hard but don't get what you want. You get reprimanded cos of others' misdeeds while they just get away with a sheepish and seemingly guilty smile. It really makes me feel sick.

Alrite, shall stop complaining, make me sound so whiny =S not a good sign. going to slp alr, gd nite!

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